BUC

SO I went to officer meeting tonight and they basically turned my BYX life upside down, the StarBYX party is postponed for a few weeks, semi-formal is probably not going to be catered, and I have to get specific numbers tomorrow for catering and bands. AHH! Liz and i are talking again, and we're going to try to be friends again, for real. It should be good, i realized that i was changing my mind all the time and not listening to my own advice or my own feelings, i would just listen to what everyone else told me, which isnt good! I would basically take everything that people told me and accept that as the way to go and an absolute truth. I realized that most news is bad, so people get negative impressions of events and people, and then they offer skewed advice based on those negative impressions. I was an ideological chameleon, and I couldnt function on my own, i would have to have other people's ideas and reccomendations. THat's messed up! SO i think i've figured some important stuff out, i'm still trying to figure out who i am. BUC is what the agent for the bands thought our name was, Brothers Under Christ - BUC, but its really Beta Upsilon Chi, we use sophisticated greek letters, not that Roman crap!